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As I sit in my morning spot, contemplating my trip back to California, back to my girl and my family and friends, I am in awe that I know I love it here in Oregon. It feels good to be able to, despite what is missing, call it home.

Boy Scout is busy, following his passion into landscaping, meeting interesting people along the way. I am envious of his journey but so very happy to watch him become a man that he is truly proud of. 

I have hope. Hope that my community will come, that I will develop the relationships my heart desires. Hope that I keep growing and finding what I am grateful for, keeping  that as my focus rather than what is missing. Hope that despite the distances, I will continue to figure out how to remain connected and close to my children. Hope for this country will eventually heal from the hate, ugliness and fear that is so prevalent and baffling. 

Leaving home tomorrow to go back to the community I left behind. It will be good to visit.


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  1. NewRobin13June 14, 2022 at 9:02 AM

    Have a safe and wonderful journey. It's good to have hope. I am hoping to find mine someday.

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  2. Marie SmithJune 14, 2022 at 9:51 AM

    Have a wonderful visit! Safe journey, Linda!

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  3. Shari BurkeJune 14, 2022 at 10:19 AM

    have a great trip! Enjoy every minute!

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  4. BillJune 14, 2022 at 10:50 AM

    Have a wonderful visit,Linda. Be safe!

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  5. SabineJune 14, 2022 at 11:00 AM

    Oh I hope you will have a good visit.

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  6. Margaret (Peggy or Peg too)June 14, 2022 at 7:04 PM

    Safe travels. Enjoy family, community and sun!

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  7. JeanieJune 15, 2022 at 9:17 AM

    I'm glad you have found hope and happiness in your new home. Safe travels and wishes for a grand time.

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  8. ColetteJune 16, 2022 at 5:47 AM

    Enjoy your visit!

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