My desire to keep growing is tremendous.
I want to continue my spiritual journey with an ever growing dependence on my God for all that is needed in life. Applying the principles I have learned, allowing me to be open minded and forgiving, to myself and others.
Thus far, I have used my newly acquired tools as a way to cope with the craziness in my world. Now I want to learn to wear them like a second skin. Recognizing the people and events that are hindering growth is important but hard....very hard. I'm in need of a good dose of discernment.
On another subject, next weekend our family celebrates baby Gavin. This boy is a miracle in so many ways. He entered this world so early and scarcely over one pound. He fought a hard battle to be here. In addition, his mom and dad tried for years and years to get pregnant. Finally carrying a baby to full term and losing baby Faith in birth.....the heartbreak was unspeakable. Now he is here and we rejoice as a family. We will be together in love and support just like we are together in sorrow and devastation, caring for each other and loving in the way our mother taught us how. Not perfectly, but a perfect fit for us.